Major Spotting

Just like that, I'm spotting like nobody's business and my dream of having a baby in 2010 or before I'm 29 go up in smoke. And with my husband being laid off, who knows how long before we can even try again? Out of ten cycles, I've only had five ovulations. And I guess that the 20% worked, it just ended in a loss and I'd have to go through another five cycles to have any hope. Part of me just doesn't want to do this anymore because it is so hard, every time, no exceptions. I do not know what I will do if June comes and I am still not pregnant. I can't even think about it right now.