June 27th

Just something to commemorate this day. I love you poppyseed and this would have been your day (well probably not, but according to the only math we had). I know there was a reason you couldn't stay, but Mommy is still very sad today without you here.

Cysts

Surprise, I have more cysts. I have now had 4 IUIs and 3 cysts cycles. Something here is adding up to fml. We're blowing available time when my husband is here just resting and taking freaking birth control, which is life's cruelest irony. So I'm out for another month.

Not pregnant, beta was less than 5 and all that jazz. Stopping progesterone tonight and we're on to IUI #5, and #2 post-surgery. I wasn't spotting until AFTER she called today, so that was a false hope. I've sort of lost hope. I'm still not sure if I want to do IVF but it's looking like I have no choice.